I feel for you, really, I do.

"long distance issues
broke up
then didnt expect him to find somebody else so fast:S
soo yesterday he told me he no more loves me
and told me to move on
this is wat im doing now:)"

No offence, but guys are really a pain in the *** sometimes you know???


My dear girl, I know the chance of you reading this is very unlikely, but still... Just wanted to say, I hope you will recover from it soon... Also also, I totally understand how hard long distance is... With you is a little worse when there's a difference of 11 hours, pretty much when one goes to bed, the other wakes up, and like you said, when wishing Happy Birthdays, it does gets so hard, cause you wouldn't know which timing you should stick to... But since he's such a jerk, then I would say, you really deserve someone much better than him...

Would you pay $15,000 for a meat pie?

Well apparently some people do...

http://travel.ninemsn.com.au/world/863900/would-you-pay-15000-for-a-meat-pie

Beyonce - Broken-Hearted Girl

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away with you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath without my baby
I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl...No…No…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Love 2000

Gah... I've been trying so hard to upload these 2 videos from YouTube, but it never ever worked on me... Now that I've copied and paste the code, it works... So perhaps we weren't allowed to upload videos we downloaded from YouTube??? Hmmn... Anyways, I was am still obsessed with this Forbidden Love song, it's so nice... I admit I really really love these EMO songs... Makes me really EMO at times, but it's really nice=) So enjoy...

~Forbidden Love~


Do As Infinity - Yesterday & Today


I wish I could find the videos for Love 2000, but it's not anywhere on the web... Perhaps I have to purchase the hard copy of the drama, that is if, shops are even selling it at all... Sadness:'(

Mid Sem Break

So far, I've done nothing... So much for rest well over the weekend... Start studying on Monday-.- Sigh... My mum got me started on this... She finished and started a new drama on Monday morning... Boys Over Flowers, a korean drama, apparently one of those where everyone goes crazy over the drama... In Singapore anyways... One of those popular romance kinda drama that revolves around generally rich guys who falls in love with an average family's daughter because she is the one of a kind who dares to rebutt whatever he says whilst many others would not even have a thought about it... Those kind of drama where there's always love triangles between 2 guys and a girl, and it's a matter of who gets the girl ultimately... Often also one of those drama where this guy likes this girl, but this girl likes this other guy, so on and so forth...


(L-R) Song Woo Bin,So Yi Jeong,Gu Jun Pyo,Geum Jan Di,Yoon Ji Hoo

I don't know why, but I just love dramas, and OMG!!! The guys in this show are so good looking!!! I like Yi Jeong [易正] the best=) HEHE:P Anyways, I love this song that follows alot... Also also, believe it or not, I finished this 25 episodes drama in 2 days=) How awesome??? Staying up til 5am in the morning, I won't forget that:P



Anyways, so my Monday and Wednesday was totally spent on this drama... On Tuesday, the FLIES had a girls' day out to the city... Everything from shopping for dresses to lunch to walking til we were dying of thirst to drinking bubble tea to poker cards to girls' talk to porridge to girls' talk again - everything was just filled with so much fun and laughter... I don't have the photos here, will have to wait til Chen Yi uploads them up on Facebook...

First up was shopping for dresses for ourselves my brother's graduation next Tuesday... We went to Valleygirl and picked to the max amount of dresses we could pick, approximately 6 each, and went into the change rooms, taking up more than half of the change rooms they've got... Changed into every single piece of dress, and we'll comment on how pretty it is, and start taking each other's dresses and fit it on... Looking at the queue outside makes us feel guilty really... But you know, it's shopping, so we gotta shop til we're happy=)



Dresses I've tried on...

Finally after hesitating forever, I decided to buy the last 2 dresses (white+grey & fully white with ribbon)... It's my first time buying dresses, yes congrats to myself indeed=) A bit hesitant at first, then thought there's always a first time to everything... Just gotta think of an excuse now when my mum asks about it... Prolly gonna use those old excuses like 'Oh they've existed for quite awhile, you just weren't here to see or wash it'...:P

After shopping, we went to eat lunch and shopped abit everywhere else until Firefly had to leave... I remember Housefly and I were trying to ring Butterfly umpteen times, otherwise we couldn't have a complete FLIES photo, and the last FLIES photo we had was prolly ages back... Unfortunately Firefly left before we found Butterfly, was pretty sad for a moment, until Butterfly rang, and we were all like GRR... HAHA:P

Then it was shopping for Housefly parents' fish oil stuff, and bubble tea at Tea Fusion... That's when the girls' talk started, and we had to play this Tortoise/Old Maid/Donkey game, and the one who got the Joker card would have to start talking about stuff... You won't believe how unlucky I was to have got 3 consecutive times of the Joker card... By then no one had anything to ask about me anymore...

Then it was Housefly's turn to get 3 consecutive turns... I swear we spent the most time on her, trying to get info out of her was just so bloody difficult... Although most of us would have sensed something was going on, and you could be the dumbest idiot in the world and still see something was going on... But you know, confirmation is afterall much better than assumptions... So we finally know now what's behind the constant 'I have got nothing to say!!!' from Housefly...

After that I can't remember if I got the Joker card once more before Butterfly got it just when she thought she had escaped it:P Practically everyone had a go at asking questions and telling their stories, except Dragonfly... But it's fine, we roughly know just about everything already...

We then went to get some porridge and got back to the housemates' house to eat and carried on chatting just about everything, until it was almost 12 when we left and Butterfly sent me home... The first thing my mum asked when I stepped into the house was 'Was that a guy or girl who sent you home?'-.-

In a nutshell, all of us have got our own problems and stories, guys will never understand these...

Fruitfly ♥ Housefly & Dragonfly & Butterfly & Firefly=)

Mid-Sem Weekend Break

Well well well... Spent the whole yesterday doing nothing other than Restaurant City on Facebook and practically nothing else... Around late afternoon, we went shopping, and this time the bulk shopping is on MILK... We bought 53 cartons of 1L milk that was 89¢/carton=) But again, 20 of them, like those pink skim milk belongs to Jorine and Chen Yi, so we didn't own that much really... I mean, there's also like 4-5 people in the house at times, so the milk will get finished in no time!!! So it's not bulk shopping, it's not bulk shopping, IT'S NOT BULK SHOPPING:P


This doesn't look like alot, but imagine a whole trolley full of milk, and people were just like 'Go queue at another line, this line will take forever'... And I bet the cashier was astonished to see that cart load of milk:P

Then my cousins decide to come stay over... Which is fine, you know... For once my house gets a little crowded and noisy... We all had dinner together while we were watching Witches that was on TV, and that is like such a gross show seriously, those witches look absolutely horrendous, and turning humans into mice are their goal, like WTH??? But yea, it was a 1990 film, so forgive that psycho director who produced it yea???

Anyways, we were gonna watch a movie like altogether by plugging the wire connecting the laptop to the TV, but couldn't find the wire, so screw it... And then this happened...

Tell me guys aren't into computers... Tell me guys aren't into games... Tell me guys are hopeless, yes they are indeed!!! 4 guys in a row, and it does look sad with them sitting all on the ground, such games obsession really... So then my mum got into her drama-mood again... So Katrina, Debra and I started watching Drag Me To Hell, been wanting to watch that for ages!!! But never had the time... Geez it was scary, those sudden pop-up scenes of that old lady is just... SIGH... Scared much... But it was good... And now we remember how to react about buttons and flies...:P After that, us three together with Andrew who got bored of computers played Simpsons Cluedo together... It was fun, but 4 person was abit easy... Still, the last round took forever to play cause everything was mixed up, and people played mind tricks, so everyone got confused...

Anyways, I woke up this morning, and when I walked out of the room, the first thing I saw, was the following...

Guys who can definitely wake up for this... REALLY!!!
Marketing purpose, you really do need these sort of pictures to produce more sales, an array of guys sitting concentrating hard on their laptops/games, it would attract customers:P

Then this was my mum who was into dramas...

You know my mum's really awesome??? She's really into dramas, and so far she's been here for a bit less than 2 weeks, and she has finished 3 dramas, 2HK and 1 korean... Amazing much???

And here's Debra, having a nap from her tired weekend consisting of work, hanging out, city shopping with her boyfriend friend...=)


*We haven't been talking for 2 days now:'(

Mid Sem Week 7 (31st August onwards)

Hmmn... How should I start??? Mid sems... Yes... Irritating... Annoying... Yes they are... Well... I had 3 mid sems this week... Basically from Saturday til Monday, I've been studying for MA... Everyone says MA is easy... Everyone says you can do without the textbook... But well, not when every week in the lecture the lecturer goes on really really slowly with those wordy stuff, making you bored, really really bored, then suddenly jumps to examples and go through them really really fast-.- So yea, I don't understand, the accounting stuff, I really don't understand... Stupid debit credit here and there, journals blah blah everywhere...

So on Tuesday I was trying to get Maths help from Jia Chen until 4.30pm, when I started revising for MA again... Then I panicked panicked panicked, it's like so much to study-.- SIGH... Went into MA nervous, I mean, 59 MCQ, and I really hate MCQ, because I always had to choose between 2 answers, and never know which of them is right-.- Then I see this question, the similar style question in the tute that I just couldn't get the answer no matter what... So I was very determined to get it right in the exam, and unknowingly I spent way too much time on it, and still couldn't get the answer-.- SIGH... So I had to rush through the problems at the back, and had 5 minutes to shade in 20 MCQs randomly-.- I know, that's totally crap... My hope of Distinction is dashed:(

Then the next day was Calculus Test, I swear I spent forever trying to understand the Mathematical Induction credits to Jia Chen, and in the end that question didn't come out... Which is fine, cause I might panic and forget the procedure to tackle those questions... But in the test, there was 3 questions to be done in 30 minutes, and the first and third question was fine, well I hope it went fine anyways... But the second question, that dumb killer question, that has like never appeared before, just killed me-.- I'm pretty sure it killed alot of people too, but you know, I wanted a Distinction too:(

So then I had basically less than 2 days to study for Micro, which wasn't funny with the countless of assumptions and graphs you have to know inside out, and obviously I don't... So I spent probs the first day studying 45 pages of the lecture notes, and when I woke up on Friday, was basically rushing like mad to grasp the main idea of everything... Think I've got it fine, think I've got it all, went into the exam hall, looked at the MCQs and went blank...-.- The MCQs were like essay-long questions, so long I barely managed to read any and go 'Skip! Next question!', and yea, I basically did that for the whole 20 MCQs when I went on doing the short answers... I hope I do fine in the short answers, because for my whole 20 MCQs which is worth 10% in total, I had to fill them in with random answers... Like really random answers I have no clue how I even got those answers-.- There goes my Distinction again-.-

In conclusion of my mid-sem week, my goals of attaining Distinctions are dashed... And I'm like so drained out of energy... Who said MA was easy??? Who said Micro was easy??? SIGH:(

Anyways, time for pictures of food Mum had cooked this week for dinner etc...


Some macaroni with meat cubes and mushroom...

Thin slices of deep fried potato...

Egg with onion and cut up slices of chicken fillets...

Some Japanese dish with egg and lots of spring onions on chicken fillets...

My share of dinner...
(Who says I'm skinny??? I eat so much!!!)

Some Yong-Tau-Foo looking thing with minced pork on pieces of capsicum...

Fried instant noodles with ham and capsicum...

Some potato+carrots+minced pork balls+capsicum dish...

Mum specially cooked this pig liver's for me to eat before I leave for my Micro exam... Apparently pig liver is good for replenishing blood or something, I prolly need it lots since I've always got fainting episodes every now and then-.-

Now then I realised this week's food are all filled with capsicum, minced pork/ham, and chicken fillets...-.-

Time for sceneries now!!! I caught this outside the Biz School, a scenery of Matilda Bay, just thought the clouds were nice...

The following are just a couple of random shots I took near my house while walking back home... Just thought the Moon was pretty and decided to test a few functions on my camera since I never had the time to play with it... HAHA:P Oh and and!!! The camera captured a star at the top of the picture too!!! How awesome=)

I think I like this last one the best=)

*Today is supposedly the 7th month anniversary of us together... I sent out the package a week earlier in a hope that you could receive it on this day... A few days ago you still asked why it was taking so long to arrive... And when it actually arrived on this day, the day I hope it would arrive, you didn't open it... You just couldn't spend 5 minutes of your time to open it up... What I sent wasn't even worth 5 minutes of your time... Everything out there was just much more important than me...

Out of all days you could plan, you had to make yourself totally busy from day til night today... Morning had to meet your tutor, afternoon had to work, night had to go for camp... And worse still, you just had to get yourself occupied with camp the whole weekend... When you jolly well know that I didn't want you to go to that camp...

I hinted for you not to go... Then I asked if you could not go... And you said it was already paid for... I asked how much was it you paid for that you can't forfeit the money... But you just had to go... It's not like I didn't try to hold you back...

I tried so hard to make you stay, but all you did was walk away...