GREEN with envy:)

While I was procrastinatiing as usual on the net, I realised something interesting... My younger brother has a girlfriend now:P Well done brother:) But now I feel as though I've lost someone close to me... Someone told me before that she felt as though she'd lost a very close friend as he started going out with the person he likes... It's not because she likes him, but because they are considered to be pretty close friends... At that time, I couldn't really understand why is that so... Don't friends feel happy for their friends when they get attached??? But knowing that my brother has a girlfriend now, I finally understood what she meant before... It's when you're really close with that person, and you do almost anything with them, but when they have someone else who is more significant in their lives, you tend to feel as though you've lost them completely... Is that what mothers feel as they marry their daughters off??? I wonder... I mean, afterall, our dearest mums had us in their womb for 10 months, and as the daughters get married, they are considered to be a part of the guy's family, and no longer a part of their own family... So do our mums actually feel sad about marrying us daughters off???

Please don't be mistaken, I am actually happy for you, my dearest brother:) It's just that since the age gap between me and you is smaller than of our older brother, so we tend to be closer in almost everything we do, except for when you guys discuss about guys' games-.- But the whole point is that during every year I go back, it's always me and you who's hanging out around more, and the older one is of course out with his girlfriend... And the thought that this time I'm back, both of you are gonna be hanging out with your girlfriends, and I'll be left alone at home:( Sob sob:'( But again, I think I'll be fine... With heaps and heaps of dramas=) And hopefully work??? Then I won't feel so lonely at home already...:P It's probably just cause I'm not used to you having a girlfriend, unlike the older one-.- So I'm feeling a bit 'strange' here:P Strange is not the right word, but I can't find a better word here, so this can be it:P

OH!!! Coincidentally, I realised that both of my brothers have girlfriends two years younger than them... HAHA=) Maybe I should find a guy who is two years older than me too:) *HINT HINT*, LOL:P

By the way brother, you did the right thing there by expressing your feelings after she rejected that guy:) It's not your fault, it's more like his fault for liking the best friend, then dumping her for your girl now... So who cares if he's mad at you??? Her friends would be mad-der at her if she agreed to go out with that guy!!! And you probably want me to say this anyway, you're much better looking than him ya??? LOL:P Although I admit that I do admire him for his patience and perseverance in an attempt to woo her over the year...

Oh well, you've managed to ask her out on your birthday at the chalet, so you'd probably be heaps happy then... It must have been a memorable and SWEET 16th birthday for you indeed=) Not to forget that happy day of yours, was in fact a dreadful day for me:( Not only was it horrible, it was more like we had the complete opposite fate... We both did the same thing, but responses were of course completely different:( The start of your relationship had happened on the same day as I attempted to let go of mine:( This coincidence is so so saddening:'( Your birthday this year has well and truly marked a huge part of our lives...

GREEN with envy...