One of the best wedding videos made.

Okay, just let me side track for a moment.

I'm super looking forward to the 22nd January 2011 because I'm gonna be attending a wedding!~ *wedding bells ringing*

Gee, I'm so excited just talking about it!:P

Well, I personally haven't attended many weddings in my life. From my paternal side, my dad's the youngest; and the only one who is married== So no cousins; no wedding:( From my maternal side, where I've got 20+ cousins; of which none is married yet (I'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting.. for someone.. anyone.. to get married.. seriously.) Oh, just let me side track further for another moment. The one and only cousin that I know is engaged (recently) at the moment is this couple.

♥ Celia & Stuart ♥

And look at her gorgeous engagement ring! *envious*

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Celia & Celia (me, lols) are the only ones who coincidentally share the same name amongst all other cousins (and possibly family members). She's from the US, and I honestly have no idea how old she is:S At the moment, it seems like the wedding will be held in April 2012, which I would love to attend because it would be my first official cousin's wedding. Except, flying to the States is a bit of a problem - financially and/or others.. Sigh:(

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Okay, now back track a lil, speaking of weddings..

I have attended maybe 2 or 3 weddings when I was younger. Those grandparent's siblings' kids' nephews' weddings - super complicated relationship I don't bother asking when I was young. It's all about the sharkfin that matters. LOLS. But hey, I don't like sharkfin because it's expensive or whatever; I like it because it's soupy and I like drinking soup:)

Anyways, the wedding on the 22nd January 2011 I was talking about previously is of an ex-colleague of mine:)

♥ Ben & Bee Cheng ♥

Their pre-wedding photos are gorgeous to the max! *envious again*

Can't wait to attend the wedding!:)

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Okay, so now back track a lil more.

I shared a video on Facebook not too long ago but somehow the video disappeared:S In fact, I didn't know the video had disappear until Bee Cheng asked me where it went cause she wanted to show it to Ben== So there I was, hunting down the video for Bee Cheng, and I've found it!:)

So here it is.. what I had wanted to share on this very post:)

I have a really deep impression of this video because of these few things:
- The bride is really really pretty (not even kidding), and she really didn't look China-Chinese to me. In fact, I thought she resembled a lil bit like Hebe from SHE.
- The groom is, not one of the most good looking guys in the World, but still managed to find such a gorgeous wife (which kinda support what I said here)
- The above two points therefore lead people to saying:「男以(財)為貌,女以貌為(財)」- quoted from one of the comments
- Putting their looks aside, the video is nicely made. The sceneries (Bali apparently) are breath-taking, aren't they?
- The songs: "Garry Schyman - Praan" & "Secrets in Stereo - Happy" are both really nice songs:) In fact, I'm quite certain the former song was featured in a video of some Army Force men visiting home/kid's school during Christmas or something after a long period of time of being away. It was a tear-jerking video when those kids were shocked and started crying and hugging their dads:'(
- The groom's name - Early, caught to my attention. Funny that, I have a friend called Chase. How do the parents/they themselves decide the names though? I know my mum got my name off Yellow Pages== GG.

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And that, my friends, is all I want to, and have time to share today. Spent like 2 hours typing this up, time to go study AFM:'(

Mom

"Age 4, we think: mom knows everything!
At 8: mom knows a lot!
At 12: mom doesn't really know everything.
At 14: mom doesn't know anything.

At 16: mom doesn't exist.
At 18: she's old fashioned.
At 25: maybe mom does know about this!
At 35: before we decide, let's ask mom.
At 45: wonder what mom thinks about this.
At 75: I ...wish I could ask mom about this..."

That Fool / The Accidental Couple

Through fate Postal Worker Dong-baek Gu (Hwang Jeong-Min) and famous actress Ji-soo Han (Kim Ah-Joong) crosses paths and after a series of events became involved in a 6 month contract marriage.

It all starts when actress Ji-soo gets involved in a car crash with her secret boyfriend driving the car. Desperate to cover up their relationship, Ji-soo drags an innocent bystander, Dong-baek Gu into the car, while her boyfriend flees the scene. The paparazzi then arrives and takes their photos. This brings Dong-baek Gu instant notoriety and things turn more bizarre when he continues to act as Ji-soo's boyfriend. The six months elapses like a midsummer night's dream. But he cannot just end up his love like a "dream". - DramaWiki

unlike many other dramas, this male lead is really ugly and old not that good-looking:S

couldn't find an English speaking trailer==

he had 3 wishes in return for the 6 months marriage contract,
and he used it all on her. so sad:'(

drama finished, study time:(

I only watched this drama because it kinda reflects you and me. maybe regret is the only way that will make you learn.

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过
我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱
而我的泪
怎么就流下来

WELCOME TO SINGAPORE...

...a place where you get fined $30 for eating a lolly on the MRT.



Honestly I find this unacceptable. I mean, it's a freaking lolly. If it was a burger, or perhaps a can of soft drink, ok fine. But it's a tiny bit of lolly, how is that gonna harm anyone at all? I'm sure even elderly aren't gonna slip on that tiny piece of wrapper alright? And honestly, plain water shouldn't kill too. What's gonna happen? Is somebody gonna go crazy and splash water everywhere? It's not like anyone could be bothered with such a childish act. If you go on STOMP, you realise there's so many other people out there that's been snapped eating and drinking stuff that are strictly prohibited. Why not catch them?

I can understand his "everyone would follow suit" theory. But then so what if everyone was eating a lolly? Surely you can differentiate the difference between a lolly and a burger right? If caught, how is it at all possible that they can convince you they were eating a lolly when they were eating a burger? Why ban lollies and water? With such humid weather conditions in Singapore, it's not any one's fault to feel the thirst, even on trains. So what if there's air condition? Air condition may cool the body down, but it doesn't quench the thirst. People like me who often run to get on public transport, I would definitely have a sip of water once I get on the train.

Also, how many people does the SMRT staff even catch eating a lolly or drinking water on the train? Out of all those people caught, have they caused inconvenience to other passengers in any way? Why are they even fined for such a small matter? Why can't the SMRT staff devote more time to make sure that passengers are considerate and giving way and priority seats are being used in an efficient manner, instead of thinking that this new nonsensical idea is gonna work.

Ridiculous.

Connie Talbot

Chanced upon some videos (whilst assignmenting) of this amazing girl who sings really well despite her young age.

"Connie Talbot (born 20 November 2000) is an English child singer from Streetly, Metropolitan Borough of Walsall, West Midlands. She rose to fame in 2007 when she reached the final of the television talent show Britain's Got Talent, where she lost to Paul Potts. Talbot was supposed to sign with Sony BMG but the label pulled out of the deal due to her age."
-from Wiki.






Totally amazed by how high her voice could go. Thumbs up!:)

The fish prank

It was all funny at first. But when he cried at last, it was so damn touching. Such a pure and true emotion depicted. I cried too.:'(

That "I love you" on the sand was pretty cool. I would be touched.

Justin Bieber's littlest fan

This little girl is so cute! Can't imagine how devo she would be when she finds out Justin is dating Jasmine Villegas - the girl who starred in his "Baby" video.:(

How to lose weight without trying!

People who keep commenting on how I've lost weight, well maybe you should all see this.

I do a lot more housework than most others. And with my weekly cleaning job at the moment, I do 1.5 hours of vacuuming, 1 hour of cleaning 2 toilets, and roughly 30 minutes to clean and wipe around other miscellaneous stuff.

Someday..

I know, someday, I will find you, and I will marry you. We will be together after a long time of waiting for this moment to come. In each other’s arms, we will feel the happiness we never felt before. We will love like we’ve never been in love and never been hurt before, just like love for the first time. A love, so fresh, so exciting, with no fear and doubtfulness.

I may know you now or may not know you yet, but one thing’s for sure, our love story has not yet begun. I’m typing this nonsense things coming from my mind, using these simple words to explain how i feel, wondering if you’d be able to read this.

The day would come, that I’d be walking on the aisle, with everyone’s eyes on me. My throat can hardly swallow as the tears on my eyes are clouding, which slowly drops every time i close my eyes.Tears of happiness flowing, for I can see a blurred vision of you, waiting for me at the end of the aisle. At last, we will both say “I do”.

The Manslater - deciphers what women are really thinking

So why can't you see? You belong with me.

10 things I hate about periods.

1.You have no idea when it’s gonna fucking strike. You could wake up with the red sea in your panties. Or have a spot going on at school.

2.IT RUINS YOUR PRETTY PANTIES.

3.Pads and tampons aren’t things I really wanna wear.

4.Taking a shit is disgusting.

5.CRAMPS HURT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.

6.I get moody.

7.I hate sneezing on my period.

8.I hate going to pee because blood is everywhere.

9.It smells hella gross.

10.It is the longest 5 days of my life.

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Read it from someone else's blog. I guess I couldn't agree more.

Enough said.

So...
Go on and express your LOVE:)

Afterall, the downside of it is that you might get rejected. But the upside of it is that you might get accepted!:P By not asking her out, you'd never get her (and you'll never know if she was waiting for you to initiate all along).

Ever seen couples walking on the streets? Aren't they mostly a gorgeous lady and an average looking (if not worse) guy? The myth goes like this. A super handsome and hot guy would set his expectations higher because he reckons he's got the quality and the ability to get prettier ladies. Meanwhile, the not-so-good-looking guys would think that they have got nothing to lose by asking these ladies out, and there they've got it!

Of course, gorgeous ladies might set higher expectations and might even reject these guys. But the whole point of this is that ladies always wish for guys who initiate things. It's all about taking the first step. Whether love blossoms after that is another thing.

Also bearing in mind that guys can get married at any age they want to and there wouldn't be a problem with that, but ladies would hopefully want to get married off before the 30th mark. Sooner or later, single ladies have to lower the expectations of their prospective husband to settle down (not all ladies look for wealth and looks; most look for good qualities eg. caring, loving..).

If you're afraid of being rejected, or perhaps the awkwardness after that, worse still, the loss of a friend, then look at it this way. How long do you plan on staring at that person in secret for? Isn't there gonna be a day when you'd realise it's not gonna happen between you guys and you should really move on? To realise that many years later, why not just get it over and done with now? By asking now, you would know how she feels. You might regret asking, because you feel like you just lost a friend because of that. But many years later, you will actually look back and not regret this decision, because at least you've spoken up and you got an answer. You would prolly be thankful that she helped you move on with your life.

Now imagine if you never ask, then many years later, you realise she was waiting for you to initiate but you never did, would you regret now? Yes. But what can you do now? Nothing? Because she would prolly have moved on with her life.

So do you want to regret now but realise your decision was right in the future, or regret for the rest of your life that you never had the courage to ask?

With regards to the awkwardness, doesn't that subside as years go by? You might lose a friend now, but you might gain her back in the future. Same with relationships, when couples break up, it's almost never possible to be friends again. There would always be this awkwardness in between, even for couples who break up amicably, but I strongly believe it will subside. Many years later, you guys might even look back and laugh at things you guys used to do together. I know I did that.

Remember, you'll never know if you never ask.:)

“The man of my dreams has almost faded now. The one I have created in my mind. The sort of man each woman dreams of in the deepest and most secret reaches of her heart. I can almost see him now before me. What would I say to him, if he were really here? Forgive me, I have never known this feeling. I've lived without it all my life. Is it any wonder, then, that I failed to recognise you? You - who brought it to me for the first time. Is there any way I can tell you how my life has changed? Any way at all to let you know what sweetness you have given me? There is so much to say... I can not find the words. Except for these - I love you!”

10 tips for a happier life

Should really print this out and paste it in my room:)

"It’s not that easy to win over a girl’s heart. You can’t just look into her eyes and say ‘I love you’ and think she’ll instantly fall in love with you. You have to get to know her and show that you love her just the way she is. You have to be able to handle her when she’s mad, comfort her when she’s sad, and leave her be when she’s feeling independent. You don’t have to buy her the most expensive gifts all the time; as long as you mean everything you say and keep all the promises you make, you’ll be okay. So don’t rush things, take your time. and when you finally do tell her that you love her, make sure you truly mean it. Because chances are she needs another broken heart like you need a hole in the head."

A sign of love

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple?
- to show us that not everyone is gonna be kind & not everyone is really who they say they are.

Why did Cinderella run away at midnight?
- to remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet?
- to show us that people are willing to give up anything to be with who they love & to just be happy.

Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years?
- to tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it’s worth it.

Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin?
- to let us know that what the heart wants, it wants it no matter what.

Why was Belle in love with a Beast?
- to remind us that you can’t really help what’s on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love.

random thought: Why does it sound like all the females are sacrificing something?

Never say no to..

Has anyone seen this video that's been circulating around Facebook recently? It's basically an ad for the Egypt’s Panda Cheese which features a panda imploring people to say “yes” to the cheese (with background music: Buddy Holly - True Love Ways).



This is just a video made by some NTU students in response to the above video. Enjoy!:)

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are (Parody)

If anyone hasn't heard of the awesome song Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars, here's a clip to share with you first.



Now that you've finished watching and listening to it, here's another clip to share with you - a parody version:)

I kinda wished I was there for my Primary School Gathering today. Even though it seemed like only ~15% of the people invited turned up (many guys in NS), it's still great being able to catch up with everyone after 8 years since graduation. I hope to see them when I'm back in Singapore at the end of the year:) xoxoxo

Group pictures of the gathering today stolen from Facebook:P

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

When I finally moved on, you reappeared and pushed me right back to the starting line. I never moved.

The best break-up letter

Dear wife:

I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.

Your EX-Husband

P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

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Dear Ex-Husband

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.

It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping. Too bad that doesn't work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was 'You look just like a girl!' Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can't say something nice, I didn't comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning.

After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica. But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.

I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won't get a dime from me.

So take care.

Signed,
Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!

P.S. I don't know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl.

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LOL.

Gnomeo and Juliet

Sooooooooooooo cute, can't wait for 11.02.2011 to come now!

This is what I am right now.

One word. Demoralised.

That's what I am feeling right now. I am demoralised. Never once have I felt this bad before. My heart sank in the exam hall. I studied all of it last night. I swear to god I did. My mind went blank as I flipped through the pages. I know I got it before, so why can't I remember it anymore? I wrote down every single word the lecturer said. I made sure I understood what he said before moving on. I've never felt so helpless in the exam hall before. Don't come shoot me in the head by telling me the paper was so easy for you. That's not what I want to hear right now.

I need a space of my own. I need to go somewhere far far away to clear my thoughts.
Would someone like to take me away?

"Won't you take me by the hand? Take me somewhere new, I don't know who you are, But I'm with you."

It has been a long day for me. A grueling day in fact. Nothing went right from the beginning. I'm getting really sick and tired of the current things that's been happening in my life. Every semester gets harder for me, but this semester is taking its toll on me. I'm actually surprised I've come this far. Everyday I feel like some over blown-up balloon that's gonna burst anytime.

I do my best in catching up with ilects and all, but it's just never-ending. I'm not a very good listener when it comes to studying, thus an ilect can easily take up to 3 hours to complete. I feel like I need more than 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, not because of leisure, but because I feel that the amount of work piling up is never ending.

I need a new life. I need to wake up feeling like I've become a brand new person. I really do..

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Oh and by the way, out of all days, just when I least expected it, my slippers decided to break halfway through the exam, almost causing a mid-exam heart attack for me.== So yea, I had to call for help== Thank goodness Eugene was able to help me:) He even lent me his oversized slippers, except I had to walk barefooted back to his hostel to get it. LOL.

Me with Eugene's oversized slippers;)

I was so not used to wearing guys' oversized slippers that I kept tripping on things as we went for dinner at Northbridge.

But basically the highlight of my day was Eugene lending me his oversized slippers & bringing me out for dinner:) Not to forget the long ride home at 11+ pm, which would have caused him to get back to hostel after midnight:S

At least, I'm feeling a little better now. Except, I think I'm hungry again.:S

I think I need a hug and a guy's shoulder to lean on to let me cry all I want.
Sometimes holding in all the tears just ain't making things any better for me.

A common lie women always say to men: "I'm not mad at you."

-> Don't buy this one for a second. The simple fact she is making a point of telling you she isn't mad at you just further demonstrates that you really ticked her off. If you think she isn't mad that you forgot your dinner plans, or worse than that her birthday or called her by your exes name you are in a fantasy world. She is ripped, she is biding her time with this nifty little defensive maneuver, and she will use it against you when you least expect it. If you did something to get this response you better be thinking of a grand gesture of atonement, especially if it is a second offense.

Kyuhyun (Super Junior) - 7 Years of Love

This song is so awesome, even though I don't quite get the whole point of the video:(

“I’m getting married” was what you said to me
After that for a long time, I was speechless
Then I cried, they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

"Train is COMINGGGGG"

Recently I've been seeing many tweets from friends that the new Circle Line is open to public, and apparently they play a song as the train is arriving. So I've tried googling it and all, and finally today, I found it.

Let me present you with the uber embarrassing song that sent shivers down my spine as I listen to it.

NOTE: Footage isn't that great, but it's the song that I want you to listen to.


I am definitely proud embarrassed to be a Singaporean.

I don't know if it's just me, but the song sounds really childish. I feel for people living around those areas, having to hear this everyday== I mean, it sounds cool.. Afterall, how many countries does this right? But like, the tone, is so girly. It sounds like someone who does recordings for nursery rhymes. But I don't know if there's a male version of this though.. And like, if there's other languages?

Also, this song totally reflects on Singaporeans - Singlish. I mean, who says train is COMING?! 2 options: either you're really young, or you're Singaporean. It's ARRIVING man!

If you really want to inform people about the train coming arriving, maybe you could try the Perth's way, somewhere along the lines of: "Clarkson passengers, your train is arriving in XX minutes." I know this may sound like you're stealing someone else's idea, but still, you can always modify it right? It's much better than this current song alright? But then of course, we are UNIQUELY SINGAPORE, aren't we? Very unique, indeed.

I don't know who came up with this idea, and I certainly wouldn't know if this is even making the passengers queue up for the train.

"Good friend"

Scenario:

I happened to come across a Facebook chat today which obviously I was not supposed to see. Basically, I was on Kenneth's Facebook doing something which I will be explaining later, and a chat popped up to say HI! and it continued on, so of course I would reply back (because I know the person; I don't talk to anybody who says HI!). As the convo goes on, as I was pretending to be Kenneth (further explained later), it got to a point where Kenneth's "good friend" asked Kenneth (me) to follow her on Twitter, thus I did so on behalf of him. At the same time, I followed her too since I know her; we're friends (are we?); and I tweet daily anyways, so why not? As she protected her tweets, when I requested to follow her tweets, she got a notification, and the below convo occurred.

Clarification 1: Why did I pretend to be Kenneth?

Well, I should ask, why not? If she is just a friend, I honestly don't see the problem with it. Is there anything that my bf knows, his "good friend" knows, but the gf doesn't shouldn't know? My birthday just passed not long ago, so there's shouldn't be some surprise party coming up. Unless it's about his birthday surprise that they're planning.

There's not many times I actually pretend to be Kenneth because I never have to. There's never any occasions where I have to pretend to be him at all. If your message didn't pop up, you really think I'm that free to initiate a talk with you to see what's going on between you and my bf?

Maybe you should just admit that you eye on him getting on Facebook and initiates a talk with him all the time. You're prolly the one who is talking to him whenever he is/isn't talking to me. It was also clear when you kept telling him (me) to get on MSN to chat with you. You even suggested Skype, and it was repeated for more than 5 times (when I constantly ignored you because I didn't want to let the talk get any further). I can understand friends skype with each other and there's nothing wrong with that. But there is something wrong when you expect him to do that a few times a week, and he barely even webcam with me once a month; don't even talk about Skype.

I honestly don't see the need for you to make long distance calls to him a couple of times a week, no matter how good a friend he is to you. And I know that because you call him even when he's visiting me in Perth, so I've witnessed all these. I never confronted you about it, so don't let it go overboard.

I agree with the fact that people shouldn't have to give up on their friends totally once they've gotten themselves in a relationship, but I reckon the friends, especially the opposite sex, should have a limit, knowing that the friend is attached now, so certain things would not be appropriate to do anymore. Go ahead and argue that the friendship wouldn't be the same anymore, but it's just the way it works.

Conclusion: If you two have got nothing to hide, I don't see what's wrong with what I did. I have also tried to minimise the amount we have chat, so I'm not being someone I'm not. But if you pester on with the chat, then don't blame me.

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Clarification 2: I DO NOT CONTROL Kenneth's Facebook account.

Like what you said, I have his password. Yup, that's right. But he willingly gave it to me. If it makes you any happier, he has my password too. So as to say, he controls my account too.

From what I know, it is normal and common to know each other's password in a relationship, because it goes to show you have got nothing to hide. Even friends may know their BFF's password too.

I have Kenneth's password does not mean I'm controlling him. If he feels that I'm controlling him in any way, then he can feel free to change it. The fact that he's not worrying about it, why should you? He gives me his password because he trusts me, so the only reason I can think of why you're worrying is because you write to him on Facebook (could be Facebook chat in this case), and you don't want me to see it, which unfortunately I have seen it. Bad luck, girl.

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A couple of times when we have our usual quarrels, I may have threatened to change his password (well, you say anything when you're really mad), and he has in fact, changed his password when I threatened so. Even then, I still don't see why it's your problem here. And after that, he would offer to tell me his password. And guess what I said?

"If you change it, then you don't trust me", to which he replies, "It's because you threatened me, and I don't like being threatened".

And if we ever come to a compromise regarding that, I would tell him,

"Don't tell me your new password. Change it back to the old one that I know, if you really want to let me know your password."

And he does exactly that.

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Sometimes we quarrel, and it's all because of you, "good friend". So don't go putting words in my mouth when you don't even know the whole situation. And Kenneth may have only told you part of the story; you assumed the other part.

Conclusion: If there is nothing going on between you two, then why are you so afraid of me seeing whatever you write to him on Facebook, and Twitter? Why are you so afraid of me following you on Twitter?

FYI, Kenneth doesn't even post Twitter updates. He checks it sometimes because I update it often. So quit thinking Twitter is a better place for you to post whatever lovey dovey stuff to him.

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Clarification 3: Why did I go on Kenneth's Facebook, and happened to see what I was not supposed to see?

Well, for all who don't know, I play Facebook games. Depending on what you play, but the ones I play require you to go in a couple of hours in between and put in new shifts for the workers to work for you etc. And with Facebook games, the more friends you have on Facebook, you get more benefits (eg. mostly freebies in money or gifts form). I log in to Kenneth's account so I could play for him, and I benefit in my own way in the game as we keep up with each other's levels. He, most of the time, goes into my account too, often when I'm busy studying and he's free-er than me. The difference is, I stay offline on my account, and I don't normally do Facebook chats anyways. With Kenneth's account, it's always online, and there's always a "good friend" there waiting for him.

Conclusion: I can choose what to see and what not to see, but if I'm on my bf's account on one of those rare chances, and the Facebook chat pops up right in front of my eyes, then it's not a matter of why I chose to see it anymore.

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This is the second time the chat has coincidentally popped up, so I really think I was fated to see it. I won't talk about the first one, because that would require me to write another 100 pages long and I'm not willing to.

Don't bitch about me behind my back, for you will never know, I may be the one you're bitching to, right now.

*And I have just wasted 3 hours of my life typing this up when I have got 1 mid sem and 1 quiz next week. FML.

Nom nom nom..

I wish I had a cool fridge like that;)

Spring is here to stay:)

Was walking home today and came across a bunch of flowers blooming outside my garden, not that I care or anything, but yea.. Just realised it's the 1st of September today. So much has happened in August, I'm glad I've put an end to everything I could. All along I was merely a tool in your life. I just wish I could fall asleep right now and say Wake me up, when September ends.

Pretty tiny lavender purple flowers that look white here:(

A bunch of yellow flowers growing on my front yard lawn.

Picture of the day:)

Care for her more than you care for me. Figure out your relationship with her. Friends. Pfft.

She can tell you her troubles. And you fall asleep when I try talk to you.

Stars - Calendar Girl

" If I am lost for a day try to find me
But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
And all of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there please don't let me die

But I can't live forever I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost "

Depression.

Just read an article on Depression and am thinking to myself that it has always been there. No matter how much I appear on the outside - always sleeping, aggressive, constantly skipping classes, bubbly or whatsoever, there's always another side of me.

You know how they say some people are two-faced. They can be two-faced because a moment they're like best friends, then another moment they turned their backs against each other and start gossipping to others about what-nots. But then the better type of two-faced people are ones where they appear all bubbly and cheerful on the outside who seems to have the best of everything in life, yet the inside of them is all empty. Most of the time this is just like me. The me you know at school and the me you know at home is totally different.

But anyways, one of the medical problems that could lead to Depression as mentioned in the article is anaemia. I have anaemia - lack of blood in the body system. I can't sit for too long in an overly enclosed area eg. an average small sized car. I constantly feel sick in the stomach. That is also why I don' see myself driving a car if I'm gonna get sick all the time. Public transport is the best:) I have no problem getting on a cruise, but the minute it starts the engine and moves, I get really sick in the stomach too. Almost every second time when I stand up from being seated too long, I get all giddy and have this split second of black-out in my head. I think it was worse during the Primary School days, causing me to faint in school a couple of times due to the heat and overcrowded population in the school hall.

In the article, it was also mentioned that Depression could be caused from certain personality traits eg. being a worrier ☑ or perfectionist ☑, negative ☑ or self-critical ☑. Hmmn, isn't that bad? I actually get rather paranoid at times. I constantly think to myself, did I turn off the stove? Did I shut the windows? Have I done this? Did I bring that? This actually causes me to make several trips back home just to check all these things. But looking on the bright side, checking on things constantly is good sometimes because I'm one of those person who never loses her wallet/smart-rider/student card/mobile phone etc. I would constantly check on them now and again. Being a perfectionist is an annoyance to some people at times, so it gets bad in a group project when you want it all perfect and someone else wants to do it another way. The best job I should get in a group project is doing all the data and aligning crap. I excel in it. That's prolly the only thing I excel in academically.

Symptoms of Depression: mood swings, irritability, frustration, loss of interest in life, sleeplessness, alcohol or drug misuse, staying home a lot, poor physical health, an inability to take criticism. Kenneth said I had most of them:/ Die.

Oh and one thing. The issue about me getting skinnier. Well compared to Uni Year 1 Sem 1, that is very true, but then when you compare to when I first came to Perth 5.5 years ago, I'm just getting back to where I was before. It was just super unfortunate that when I meet most of my Uni friends, I was utterly fat. And now, I'm just back to where I was before. But then well, true sometimes that I don't eat. But I wake up at 2pm, by then brekkie time is over. Lunch time? I could eat noodles or whatever, or I could start to think what to cook for an early dinner. You can call me lazy, but then put yourself in my shoes and see what you would do.

I do the grocery shopping, the thinking of what to cook (which is tedious for all who have never experienced that before), the cooking, the washing. I do all the work. I'm not a robot, I'm just like any of you who has 24 hours a day, who spends half her time sleeping, and has lots more to do compared to you guys, and I admit, I'm slow at learning. So I need much more time than anyone else who is doing the same work. I wash laundry half by hand since the washing machine is so useless it doesn't drain. I've got all these things to worry and stress over with, and of course, I'm surviving on a long distance relationship which involves lots of commitment (and quarrels which gets me all upset when the whole Depression thing kicks in).

So all in all, cut me some slack alrights? Don't judge me when you don't get the facts right. Backstabbing people may sound fun, but what goes around comes around.

*Listening to me when I want to talk and simply spending time with me showing that you care was all I ever needed.

This has got to be the dumbest robber. Ever.

Read this and you'll know why.



A robber like you is a total disgrace to all robbers in the World. Seriously.

Who on Earth robs the bank and sends emails to the Police?

You tell them they got your age, height and accent WRONG?

Have you made up your mind if you want to get caught or not?

And how could you be surprised when they actually found you?

It's a pity they didn't report how much money was stolen. Because I would like to know if you actually went to the poorest bank in town.

1 good reason why it's good to stay at my house.

Ok, let me go off topic for a moment first. Saw this really really really cute doggie at Tea Fusion that other day, and I totally went AWW! IF you're wondering why it is on the table, well cause, when it was left on the ground, it kept coming towards me wagging its tail and doing all the cute stuff doggies do.. It was really furry and it just looked like some great companion for Winter, you know, furry. Hehe:P And yea, the owner(s) then thought it wasn't nice to leave it on the ground, so :(




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So anyways, back to my topic.

Put aside the obvious reason "OMG you live so far awayyyyyyyyyyyy", you guys know that the Lakeside Joondalup shops are massive. It has just about everything you need (or maybe everything I need?), except for Valleygirl/TEMT (I don't quite understand why they still don't have it) and David Jones/Myers (as if you people shop in there everyday==). So yea, groceries are good to do. Often you can check out cheap bargains like I do.. And well, the good reason to stay at my house, is because, you'll never run out of anything.

You know I could really turn my house into some convenience store. I can sell:

- stationeries (was just thinking to myself how I've got 1 more year of Uni to go, and the amount of stationeries I've got eg. pens, pencils, pencil leads, erasers, rulers, highlighters, white-out, liquid paper, A4 paper, sticky notes, notepads, glue sticks(?)), can last a student's lifetime of education! LOLS!

- clothes / bags/ shoes (well needless to say, many of you have witnessed the range of them!:P)

- FOOOOOOOOOOD:) Yes, food. I prolly don't need to emphasise too much on that either, and this is why so..

My fridge is almost always FULL!

P.S. Just when you're gonna complain about the amount of popsicle sticks in the freezer, it's because it was half priced, AND I bought only TWO boxes, my housemate bought THREE. So yea, it wasn't all mine. But it sure took up more than half of the freezer's space. I think we need a new fridge.

And to compensate for it, look at the amount of green veggies we have in the fridge! And carrots and eggs and milk and mushroom, all HEALTHY FOOD alrights?!

For other items other than the ones listed above, it is prolly best for you to come to my house and take a look yourself. Or, you could see it as an/a excuse reason for you to come all the way;)

I'm blue da ba dee da ba die...

I saw this really cute little car that day and it's light blue somemore! So I decided to stop and take a picture of it. Oh and did I mention this is why I missed the train, on a weekend somemore? So I had to sit at the station and wait for the next train which was like a bigillion minutes away== That's why I got bored and started taking the above pictures which consist of blue things. Pink colour lovers are seriously not good friends with the blue.

But then again, ain't it CUTE?

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Speaking of colours...

Nobody likes the yellow.. Starburst lollies*..

And that includes, ME.

*It applies to my family anyways, which explains the leftovers.

Love The Way You Lie (rap lyrics changed)

Stumbled upon this song and thought the changed rap lyrics are more meaningful.
This is the exact situation that's happening to both of us right now..

LYRICS

CHORUS
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

VERSE ONE
I've been tryna figure out a way of what I wanna say
But everytime I'm about to say it, my pride just gets in the way

But tonight that ain't the case, I came to say what I wanna say
My mind can think whatever, I promise I won't obey

I've been fighting through the stress, tryna get if off my chest
But I guess, you're the only who truly knows me best

And we fighting every other day, but now it's nothing new
It's another typical day of the life of me and you

Some things you just can't fix, that's the way it gotta be
So I put the blame on you, then you bring it back on me

Don't you see that we throwing these problems up in a circle?
And if we continue with it, our love will never go further

It's the truth babygirl, don't act like you don't know
Everybody else does, we easily let it show

We holding on to something that we know will never last
So maybe we should call it quits and just leave it in the past, what you think...

CHORUS
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

VERSE TWO
Been here for a while, feels like I'm stuck now
This is the reason why I didn't wanna settle down

I know I love you, but love is so complicated
And now we're both debating on something that love created

But it's so hard when you fall in love at such an early age
Different girl, same story, you're just scared to turn the page

So I break into a rage, fresh up outta the cage
I can't even look at you, I got nothing else to say

You begging me to speak for at least 5 minutes
40 minutes go by and we still ain't even finished

What the hell do I do? To finally prove to you
That there ain't another man that will love you like I do

You say you found another; I say I found one too
But we both know deep inside that's not really true

It's only me and you, and nothing will come between us
So if it's really love, I just hope we really mean it

CHORUS
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

VERSE THREE
I try to hold in my tears, but I cannot do it
I know you ain't worth it, but I am about to lose it

Wait, what am I saying?! Cause baby you are worth it
And people call us crazy but we like to call it perfect

One second I wanna kiss you, the other, I wanna hit you
Lying, cheating, fighting, what couple don't got issues?

I'm about to snap, and like magnets we attract
But no matter how bad, we just keep on coming back

I promise that I've changed,
I promise I'm not the same
I can promise this and that,
But I know that I'll never change

I can't get away, I'm addicted to the pain
You always made sure, I'll never fall in love again

You're the pieces to my puzzle, you complete me so it seems
It was never my intention to smother you in my needs

The moral of the story is, I hope you understand
There ain't another man that will love you like I can

CHORUS
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

Vampires Suck

*edited 14/08 1am* My brother has just downloaded the movie for me! Wee!~ Am so excited to watch it, after I get my truckload of stuff done first!:(

For those Twilight fans out there, given that the movie series is a big hit, it's no surprise that a comedy parody is made out of it (I'm a neutral fan of Twilight).

So here it is...
Proudly presenting you with...
*drumrolls*...

...Vampires Suck


Hilarious quotes:
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Becca Crane: [from trailer] Jacob, why did you just take off your shirt?
Jacob: [Holds up employment contract] My contract says I have to every ten minutes of screen time.

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Becca Crane: [from trailer] Jacob, run!
[Jacob jumps above Becca and lands in his chihuahua form. Becca disbelievingly]
Becca Crane: A chihuahua?

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Becca Crane: [from trailer] Edward!
Team Edward: Edward? Where?
[sees Edward glittering in the sun]
Team Edward: Edward, we love you. You're the best.
Team Jacob: No, Jacob's the best!
[smacks Team Edward's face with a shovel]

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I wanna watch it now, it's so damn hilarious...

"...because if initially you had asked me, today's scenario would have all been different.

you were here all along with me, showering me with lots of care, whilst his heart was constantly away. chatting with you never felt so comfortable before.

if only..."

14 differences between Japanese & Chinese women

Japanese women VS Chinese women
(A little mean, but truth always hurts.)

1.

Japanese women often teach their children to bravely fight the forces of evil, and even if they lose, it is still infinitely glorious, the highest honor.

Chinese women often teach their children that when they encounter the forces of evil they must be good at hiding/running away/avoiding. They say that God will punish them [the forces of evil].

2.

Japanese women believe Japan is the world’s greatest country.

Chinese women usually believe that the moon may be rounder abroad [“the grass is greener”].

3.

Japanese women usually believe marrying foreigners is a kind of disgrace.

Chinese women usually feel that marrying foreigners is a kind of infinite glory.

4.

Japanese women are normally lady-like, but dirty in bed.

Many Chinese women are lady-like in bed, but dirty out of bed.

5.

Most Japanese women abide by the rules of a woman, supporting her husband, raising her children, dutifully.

China is the world’s number one country for one-night stands and extramarital affairs.

6.

Japanese women are almost all very filial, seeing their mother-in-law as their own mother.

Most Chinese women are all too eager for their mother-in-law to quickly die.

7.

Japanese wives treat their husbands with encouragement and concern. Returning home late at night exhausted at the end of a day, the wife will say “you’ve had a tough day.”

Chinese wives treat their husbands with complaints and scolding. Returning home late at night exhausted at the end of a day, the wife will roar “where the hell did you go this time?”

8.

Most young Japanese girls will find a man who is around their age to marry, and make a life with him together.

Young Chinese girls always find a wealthy “old” man, and don’t mind even being his Nth mistress/wife.

9.

Japanese mothers teach their daughters to look after their husbands, and diligently be filial to her parents-in-law.


Chinese mothers teach their daughters that they must keep firm control of all the man’s assets.

10.

Japanese women can tolerate men without money [poor men], but definitely cannot tolerate cowardly and weak men.

Chinese women can tolerate cowardly and weak men, but definitely cannot tolerate men without money.

11.

Japanese women see manly men as the most charming men.

Chinese women see manly men as male chauvinists.

12.

Most Japanese women are very lenient towards men’s infidelity.

Most Chinese women are very lenient towards their own infidelity.

13.

Japanese women almost never say bad things about Japanese men in public or in the media.

Chinese women always loudly curse and mock Chinese men on various media.

14.

The first words of Japanese women on their wedding night is: “If I do not look after/service you well tonight, please be forgiving.”

The first words of Chinese women on their wedding night is: “Hurry and see how much money was received today.”


LOLS.

Typical materialistic women?!

MUST WATCH!!!

How dirty is your mind?

HOW FAST CAN YOU GUESS THESE WORDS?

1. F_ _K

2. PU_S_

3. S_X

4. P_N_S

5. BOO_S

6. _ _NDOM

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Ready for the answers?

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Answers:
1. FORK
2. PULSE
3. SIX
4. PANTS
5. BOOKS
6. RANDOM

You got it all wrong, didn’t you?

LOLS.

My 20th birthday video (delayed)

I never really had the time to upload this video because there was so much to do throughout the whole semester, and there were also some other alterations that had to be done. So anyways, here's the final product of my birthday video aka pressie from Kenneth this year.